Dreaming of You...

2003-02-06T03:31:00.000-08:00

Water Goddess. You like peace and serenity and are
usually content with life.

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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2002-11-19T01:44:00.000-08:00

Which Smiley are You?

2002-11-08T23:19:00.000-08:00

Who's your Pucca Character?

2002-11-08T23:08:00.000-08:00

i'm a hamster.what kinda pet are you?
quiz made by muna.

2002-11-07T03:57:00.000-08:00

37.5 %

My weblog owns 37.5 % of me.
Does your weblog own you?

2002-10-31T18:44:00.000-08:00

Last night bikin Ren BT ajah sih hehe abisnya nih tulisan koq nggak mau diposting 3x...bayangkan cobaa!! Gondokz Ren >:| finally Ren biarin ajah nggak jadi posting lah yawww LOLZ. Tanya² soal layout ama blog ke Edi and he's so nice :) sabar bgt ngajarin dakuw n coz out of time terpaksa nggak bisa nanya² lebih banyak lagi hix hix hix dah ampir jam 10 bow. Semalam boboqnya nyenyak bgt abis im so exhausted bgt seharian working *sighs* and mana jam 1an ada 2 sms from someone and he said dia lagi BT hehehe weh napa tuw ??

Minggu depan udah harus presentasi ESS II...whoa mana bahan belon ada nih hix hix terpaksa pagi ini harus browsing oi grr i hate reading HEHE...so i choose ttg US SNIPER yg sedang hebooh²nya di Amrik tuw. OI Rin sms gue keq...nih paper kapan mau dikerjain sih lama² males juga mo megangnya :p. Asik udah ngeprint outline buat Bab II yiha tinggak disubmit ajah ke dosen pembimbing and tuw dosen marah nggak yah ama Ren hehe soalnya dah 3 minggu Ren ndak ketemu n kosultasi skripsi ama dia (lazy girl i'm) :p

Laparrrrr..............!!

Have a blessed Friday all...keep smile *mwah* :)

2002-10-29T23:50:00.000-08:00

What Breed of Hamster Are You?
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2002-10-29T03:23:00.000-08:00

Im always amazed when i saw your blog Nishi :)). You're really an awesome webmistress and really a dreamer hahaha joking :p and btw thanks for link me :). I link you back and so happy to know you :))

Hey I read this when i droped by at your blog and it blessed me much so hope you dont mind if i put it here in my blog :)

Inspirational and Beautiful Things ( Nishi ) :

You say: "It's impossible"
God says: All things are possible...
(Luke 18:27)

You say: "I'm too tired"
God says: I will give you rest...
(Matthew 11:28-30)

You say: "Nobody really loves me"
God says: I love you...
(John 3:16; John 13:34)

You say: "I can't figure things out"
God says: I will direct your steps...
(Proverbs 3:5-6)

You say: "I can't do it"
God says: You can do all things...
(Philippians 4:13)

You say: "I'm not able"
God says: I am able...
(II Corinthians 9:8)

You say: "I can't forgive myself"
God says: I FORGIVE YOU...
(I John 1:9; Romans 8:1)

You say: "I can't manage"
God says: I will supply all your needs...
(Philippians 4:19)

You say: "I'm always worried and frustrated"
God says: Cast all your cares on ME...
(I Peter 5:7)

You say: "I'm not smart enough"
God says: I give you wisdom...
(I Corinthians 1:30)

You say: "I feel all alone"
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you...
(Hebrews 13:5)

- Be Blessed :) -

2002-10-29T01:19:00.000-08:00

:: ANGEL ::

Look My Friends And You Will See,
I Am Here, Looking Over Thee...

I May Not Speak Words To Hear,
But If You Listen Closely,
You Will Feel Me Near.
I Am Your Goodness, Love So Pure
I Am Your Soul, Love Me Dear.

I'm With You Daily, Following You Close
Your Deepest Thoughts,
Your Saddest Woes.
I Love You Unconditionally
Your Heart I See,

So When In Need,
Please Call On Me.
I Am Your Guardian Angel...

2002-10-25T00:05:00.000-07:00

Have you ever feel like this ??Your mind cant stop thinking and keep processing everything ?? It contains many things and there is no enough space for all that junks and at the end it will blow up your head ??!! Im sick of all these....im sick of this head...im sick of thinking....getting dizzy now :( somethin wrong with my head ? Hopefully not hehhe dun want to be insane :p

[+] Feeling : Mixed up and complicated

[+] playing : Avril Lavigne - Loosing grip

[+] Whisper : "I do love, and I am loved. I have given and I have taken, It must be so"

2002-10-23T02:53:00.000-07:00

What Stone Are You?
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2002-10-22T07:48:00.000-07:00

Im With You...

|| Im standing on the bridge/ Im waiting in the dark/ I thought that you'd be here by now/ There's nothing but the rain/
/ No footsteps on the ground/ Im listening but there's no sound/ Isnt anyone trying to find me/ Wont somebody come take me home/
/ Its a damn cold night/ Trying to figure out this life/ Wont you take me by the hand/ Take me somewhere new/ I dont know who you are but I/ I'm with you ||

|| Im looking for a place/ Im searching or a face/ Is anybody here i know/ Cause nothings going right/ And everythings a mess/ And no one likes to be alone/ Isnt anyone trying to find me/ Wont someone come take me home/ Im with you/ Why is everything so confusing/ Maybe im just outta my mind ||

[+] Playing : Avril Lavigne - Im With You

[+] Feeling : Wishful and dreamer

[+] Whisper of the Day : "When Things Have Gone, No Sense Can Be Felt. Blank Everywhere, As Blank As My Heart...When Things Have Gone, Just Stay Loneliness, Flowing And Watering The Heart..."

*»®«*luvmeh*»®«*

2002-10-21T00:17:00.000-07:00

Changing the blog's name into these one
:) just wana change it coz the old one was too long. I choose simplymeh coz my blog was an ordinary one and nothing special in it (cant support image and picture). so here we go simple meh and only about meh and meh and meh (v^_^v)

The weather drives me crazy....so hotttieeee!!! Thank you God, i feel better now after 4days being ill huhuhu nightmare for meh...Golory to God i can sleep and eat well now (=^_^=).....Thanks God!!:)

2002-10-20T23:14:00.000-07:00

[Stress Reliever]

Just for fun, something light for the day...

Stress Reliever # 1
Hubby: You always carry my photo in your handbag to the office. Why?
Wife: When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears.
Hubby: You see, how miraculous and powerful I am for you?
Wife: Yes, I see your picture and say to myself, "What other problem can there be greater than this one?"

Stress Reliever # 2
Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.
Boy: It's very kind of you, darling, but I don't have any worries or troubles.
Girl: Well that's because we aren't married yet.

Stress Reliever # 3
Son: Mom, when I was on the bus with Dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.
Mom: Well, you have done the right thing
Son: But mum, I was sitting on daddy's lap.

Stress Reliever # 4
Wife: "What's your excuse for coming home at this time of the night?"
Husband: "Golfing with friends, my dear."
Wife : "What? At 2 a.m?!"
Husband: "Yes, We used night clubs."

Stress Reliever # 5
A newly married man asked his wife, Would you have married me if my father hadn't left me a fortune?"
"Honey," the woman replied sweetly, "I'd have married you NO MATTER WHO LEFT YOU A FORTUNE."

Stress Reliever # 6
Father to son after exam: "Let me see your report card."
Son: "My friend just borrowed it. He wants to scare his parents."

Stress Reliever # 7
"How was your blind date?" a college student asked her roommate.
"Terrible!" the roommate answered. "He showed up in a 1932 Rolls Royce.
"Wow! That's a very expensive car.? What's so bad about that?"
"He is the original owner."

Stress Reliever # 8
In a tiny village lived an old maid. In spite of her old age, she was still a virgin.
She was very proud of it.? She knew her last days were getting closer, so she told the local undertaker that she wanted the following inscription on her tombstone:
"Born as a virgin, lived as a virgin, died as a virgin."
Not long after, the old maid died peacefully, and the undertaker told these men what the lady had said.
The men went to carve it in, but being the lazy no-goods they were, they thought the inscription to be unnecessarily long.
They simply wrote: "Returned unopened."

Stress Reliever # 9
A teacher asked her class for sentences using the word "beans".
My father grows beans," said one student.
"My father cooks beans," said another.
Then little Johnny spoke up: "We are all human beans."

Stress Reliever # 10
Interviewer: To whom do you owe your success as a millionaire?"
Millionaire: I owe everything to my wife.
Interviewer: "Wow, she must be some woman. What were you before you married her?

2002-10-18T00:05:00.000-07:00

[Sweet Home Alabama]

:. I watched this movie 2 days ago and i can say that this movie is good and fun to watch!! Its genre romance
and comedy and lots of silly scenes to rouse jokes and you should watch this movie when you have spare time guys!!.:

:. Rating : Good!!.:

[Overview]

:.A young woman flees from Alabama to reinvent herself in New York, leaving behind her "white trash" upbringing and husband. She finds herself becoming a city socialite and is happy with her Park Avenue boyfriend. Everything's going perfectly, until he proposes to her, forcing her to return home to tell her parents and divorce the husband she left. But the trip awakens memories of her past, and she must choose between her new life and her old life.:

[Technical Details]

:.Starring Reese Witherspoon, Josh Lucas, Patrick Dempsey, Candace Bergen, Mary Kay Place, Fred Ward .:

:. Official Site

:.Qoute.:

+Sometimes What You're Looking for is Right Where You Left It+

2002-10-16T23:29:00.000-07:00

*»®«*SONG OF THE DAY*»®«*

[RAIN MAKER]
Performed by Souls United

[03:21] // Where do u stand / when the moment of comfort has gone / where do u stand /
When the challenges come to your life / You must stand on your faith /
This is the reason why we live / where do u go / when the happiness seems so far away /
Where do u go / when someone is breaking your heart / Find the promise of God /
This is the reason why we live //

// We are chosen to be a rainmaker / we are created to change the world / That everyone will be bow down /
To the KIng of Heaven / To the Lord of all nations //

2002-10-15T04:14:00.000-07:00

::QUIZ...

which eye are you?
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My Result - smart, studious and sophisticated eyes :))

2002-10-15T01:43:00.000-07:00

:: GIVE THANKS ::

Sebrapa sering kita mengucap syukur dlm kehidupan kita ?? Kapan terakhir kali kita mengucap syukur sama Tuhan ?? Atau mungkin kita berpikir untuk apa mengucap syukur, toh yg bekerja keras untuk mendapatkan segala sesuatunya itu saya juga ??

Simple emang but it's powerful kalo kita mempraktekannya dlm kehidupan kita. Kenapa sih kita harus selalu mengucap syukur ?? Kalo menurut saya pribadi ucapan syukur yg kita naikan kehadapan Tuhan itu menandakan kalo kita masih ingat akan Pencipta kita.
Kita nggak lupa diri dengan semua kenyamanan yg sudah Tuhan berikan. Kita ingat untuk mengembalikannya kepada yg punya!! Kita belajar untuk merendahkan diri kalo semua yg kita dapatkan itu berasal dari Tuhan but sometimes i found one some ppl yg nggak pernah mengucap syukur selama dia hidup. Lupa diri ? we can say like that :) so hard for them to realize that everything comes from above dan semuanya akan kembali keatas juga akhirnya!!

Bisa bernapas pada saat bangun pagi itu udah anugrah yg terbesar khan ? bisa makan minum setiap harinya, bisa kuliah dll itu semuanya udah the bigest gift from above cuman yah namanya manusia terkadang lupa diri. Ntar kalo udah kepentok baru ingat Tuhan...i said it isnt that simple...hello.....??

I just hoping that you're also inspired like me :) i try each day of my life to give thanks to HIM coz i know i can be like what i am now is beause of HIS GOODNESS in my life. so GIVE THANKS guys....nggak peduli hal² kecil ataupun besar dlm hidupmu...karena GOD DESERVED that!! GIVE THANKS b4 its late for you to say that :)

2002-10-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

Just added Jaq's web on my blog and so happy can put her in my blog's list :) miss chat with ya jaq....hope can chat with ya again someday!! Keep creative coz your ate proud of you!! :) Hows your sweet kuyaa ?? Miss him around....its been a while and still remember that sweet moment that i spent with him!! Luv ya still Harv.....:(( hey you're getting older now hahahaha!! Luv ya Jaq!!:)
You're getting preety and preety each days.....simone also....what a blessings :)

Thank you Lord coz i can enjoy my praying time with you 2night!! It means alot to me and how gratefull im!!:)) I knew You restore me...i can feel it :)

Sorry for someone ( if u read this blog), i didnt mean to blame u for my tag-board....just so sorry hope u dont mad at meh ayyy :< it was my fault!!

2002-10-09T02:17:00.000-07:00

"Jangan harap orang lain bisa memahami kita"

Honestly Ren hari ini datang dgn mood yg bagus bgt n sukacita....but suddenly somethin was happened and it was really out of my control. i saw a friend join at one channel and he is in the bad mood...just wana make him happy again but then he kicked me out of the channel!!! I didnt do somethin bad to him, i just wana make him happy again thats all!! Ternyata berbuat baik sama orang tuh susah bgt deh, Ren sedih, kecewa, marah, sebel, evertyhin were mixed up....i cant accept this....kalo nggak mikir temen mungkin Ren udah bales kick dia but what for ?? Hanya bikin masalah tambah gede ajah!! Dah lah terserah BT bgt gue :`(

Ren nggak akan marah kok God, Ren akan tahan semua amarah Ren, sabar...sabar....sabar.....jangan harap semua orang bisa memahami kita!!! Take care of my heart Lord coz i know its a wellspring of life :`( dont wana give the devil a space coz He will ruin everything in me....just put a smile in my face God so everyone who see it will blessed and through it all i can Glorify Your name :)

Hey Lina wassup ? hows your daily life goin on ?Hope doing okay and blessed always ha!:) mizz you so much sis....huhuhu our condo is bit quiet without you....!! LIZA makasih bgt buat giftnya cakepz bgt loh blouse itemnya...i like it so much!! WURI n VERO thank que yak buat the brand new album of True Worshipper wow lagu2nya cuwls and apiq hehhe !! Btw your quote that both of u gave for me was really blessed me alot :) thank que ya Wur + Ver.

RUDY : so sorry coz i thought you're joking hehe maap Koh lain kali kalo ke Yogya ngomong yg jelas dong!! Sapa suruh nggak nelp ke hp ajah dah tau Ren jarang di kost :P. Thank que b'day wishesnya....:}

IN TIMES OF DIFFICULTIES, DONT EVER SAY : "GOD, I HAVE PROBLEM" BUT ALWAYS SAY : "PROBLEM I HAVE A BIG GOD AND EVERYTHING WILL BE ALLRIGHT !!"

2002-10-08T01:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPI BETDEI TO MEH!!!

Im officially 22 now!! Hahaha isnt that oldie enough ?v^_^v but thats okay coz i know God makes me more mature in everything :). I had a great time with my friends last night. We had dinner at cafe pizza and i ordered 2 large plate of beef pizza, fenucci (tasted just like spaggethi), french fries, milkshake strawberry hehehe see lets have party babeh :D

Ow..one of my friend brings camera and we took much pics *shooot* :P....i would like to give my deepest thank to LINA ( the 1st person who say happi betdei to meh ), MIKE ( thanks for your lovely and cute sms), WANDA+RENY+ YULI+ECY( all of you are the crazy girls in the world hehe luv you so much girls!!), JACK (thank you for lovely rose that you gave :) ), C MELLY ( your my lovely sistah and im so blessed with you cute wishes), NOPEQ ( the most talkative girl in the world hahha!!), WENY (hey we have the same date of birth isnt that amazing ??), STRANGER ( who sent me silly sms hehe thanks for that cute wishes ha!), LIZA, VERO, MIA, QQ, INDIE, TINA, PUTRA, VELLA, INO etc that i cant mentioned one by one....THANK YOU SO MUCH GUYS!!! It's such a blessing to have you all by my side and thank you for remembering my betdei :`) *terharu gue *

So sad that mom forgot to call meh in my special day :`( but thats okay maybe she's been buzy lately :) hey so happy coz my chapter I was accepted by my lecturer and now im writing chapter II :) gosh thank you GOD....!! Hopefully can graduate on May - April next year...hope so v^_^

2002-10-02T05:00:00.000-07:00

Buzzz!! my server was to slow to download mp3 (>:|)...waaa its almost 1/2 hour and it just moved 54% huhuhu!! Hey i just realized that Avril Lavigne's album was really really cooool *excited* especially complicated...indeed cool song :). CHESA...i adored your layout, you inspired me and thanks alot!! I guess i'll copy the quiz that you quoted from Nic's blog...hope you dont mind :D

Huray 84% now (=^_^=)....hmm what would you do when you are ignored by ppl around you ? If that happen to me maybe i'll mad hahaha yeah of courze!! nobody would like that huh!! You feel unexpectable and I hate that coz i ever felt like this and i cried aloud hhaha *silly* but it happends eh!:D

Lina thx for ur cute sms :) its brigthens my day....muwah :P~ sssssooo....just move on to the quiz and you can add this quiz to your blog also guys....happy answering!! (v^o^v)

1. What time do you wake up in the morning ?
* At 5.30am (on my mobile ) :D but i did wake up at 7am

2.Gold or silver ?
* Gold is okay but white gold like chesa said is indeed cool :)

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema ?
* A Walk To Remember - Preety good movie

4. Favourite Tv show ?
* SURVIVORS

5. What do you have for breakfast ?
* Nah...pass it :)

6. Can you touch you nose with your tongue ?
* Hahha silly :D

7. Who inspires you ?
* Chesaaa !! v^_^v

8. Beach or City ?
* Beach Beach Beach....so romantic in the nyt :)

9. Summer or Winter ?
* Winter

10. Favourite ice cream ?
* Vanilla chocolate and Vanilla strawberry

11. Faourite colour ?
* Black, Blue, Yellow and Red

12. Ever been in love ?
* Of courze !! He's still in my mind up to now (Harvey) =^_^=

13. What characteristics do you despise ?
* Liar and ppl who always come late!!

14. Favourite flower ?
* Rose

15. Favourite day of the week?
* sunday

16. What did you do for your last birthday ?
* Having a diner with my fellas at KFC's and gifts and hugs and kisses :D

2002-10-01T07:40:00.000-07:00

Dear, Lord....

Be still my soul and be glad in Him...
YOU know my thoughts and my feelings, YOU know everythings in me...!! One thing pls take care of my heart coz i know its the wellspring of life :). Teach me to become a tough girl who doesnt easily count on feelings but in FAITH. Guide my heart Lord coz i confess now that im weak...im nothing without YOU.

Lord...today its been the hardest day for meh. Everything was mixed up both in my mind and in my heart!! Lord...take me and talk to me.....remind me always. Lord i know my only hope and strength come from YOU....YOU're the air that i breath....YOU're all i need in my life. I try to put a smile in my face though its hard for meh *smile now*....I said im strong in YOU....yes Im strong enough coz YOU already give me the power to face all of this!!:)

" He shall put a smile in my face and He will put a melody of praises in my heart....I will rejoice in YOU yet I will rejoice in YOU :) "

2002-09-29T05:00:00.000-07:00

So exhausted today because i spent 6 hours (pp) in the car just to attend my friend's wedding *lack of sleep last night* (~@_@~). congratulation c ESTER and Koh SIGIT indeed HE makes everything beautiful in time :). I wish you all the best for your new beginning and God's blessings will always follow you both. Amen!!:). The wedding wasnt that bad hehe i ate alottttt.....*oik* lemme tell you :D....hm i ate 2 ice creams (chocolate and strawberry), chicken with sosis soup, meat balls and 2 glasses of coke hahaha see ??my tummy is really chockfull !! :D

YAW!! i have to type my thesis coz have to show it to my lecturer :x *sighs* i hate mondayz coz i have to wake up early (7 o'clock class ) hahaha yeah its too ealy...still sleepy :D

Not much to write this time...after this i'll get my dinner and then go to bed sleep sleep sleep sleep.....

2002-09-27T23:23:00.000-07:00

HURAY!! I was so happy coz mom calling me last night. We talked about my final thesis and my graduation day *aww frustrating meh alot*!! She said that its been 3 days that daddy has another thing to do out of our province....Yiha go go Dad after this you can seat at your new position ha!! congrats im proud of ya!!!Luv yah....:))

Missed ya alot mom...dad,chris,Rida and Ronald :( i'll go home this December wait for meh!!!:D. I asked mom a b'day gift this Oct 6th :P *geesh* i'll turn 22 this Oct...oh GOD cant believe it!! I wish i could be 17 all the time hahaha!! Time goes by so better use your time wisely guys so you wont feel regret!!:)

I got one cute sms from Jack last night :) geesh its been a while i never contact him....!! Hows everything goin on with you Jack ?Have you got a new girl :D. i slept late last night coz i have to finished reading my novel hehhe *yawns* but finally i gave up and i decided to sleep!! Lina was slept already and im so sad coz she has to go to Jakarta on Monday and it's for a MONTH!!Wahhh....I'll miss ya Lin..keep connecting while you're in JKT ha!!

I still want to improve this weblog....need alot of improvement!!:D i want to learn more and more hehhe *excited* :) hey i had meatballs for my lunch and its yummy + delicious slurpss....:P. not much for today and kinda a boring day...i just sittin infront of this pc and having a chit chat with some friends on MIRC and ef courze trying to find something new for my bloggie yeha!

SILVIA!! Thx for the cute message that you gave for me in my 21st b'day :) i opened it this morning and it blessed me alot..thx sis!:) im still waiting 4 your gift on my 22nd b'day hehhee....Hmm catur hows my card ?hhaha done yet ? Im waiting and plz create the cute one for meh :D

Hah...hungry again :D better find somethin to eat....:) geesh....

2002-09-26T01:36:00.000-07:00

How God blesses me with many great things....i know im trully blessed!! :). sometimes when i looked around and saw many people out there with deficiency and poverty..." I said thank you Lord for giving me blessings." I know He blessed me through my whole life, i can go to college, i can breathe the air, i can log on on my weblog *smile*, etc.

4 someone, thanks for company me today :) i know i had a great day and how i missed talking with you for these few days. GOD, You're so gooood to mehh....thanks alot!!:). I choose to bless You.....

Yay my eyes hurt coz readin lot of stuffs.....at least i got lot of knowledges!!Yeha.....

I guess i begin to like Ronan Keating now *rofl* especially The Long Good-Bye so romantic....:).Here some of the lyrics :

I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free
But it sure is hard to do
It sure is hard to do

Hey Tur...hows that song ?cool isnt it :) enjoy it....

2002-09-24T03:02:00.000-07:00

Nothing to do.....*sleepy* ~~

Kinda lazy to read my criticism book hehe :P cant concetrate!! fiuh sons and lovers has to read also olala...

cant control inside my head for these few days....wana mad but dont have a reason *lol*

"hey" chesa your weblog is really cooLLLL!! I like it alot!!

Is that you inside my head
Is that you inside who says
I'll become someone else....
[Di-Rect * Inside my head]

2002-09-22T05:06:00.000-07:00

:: Life Is Beatiful Because Of HIM ::

It was afternoon and i was on the road on my way to my office, and I saw the blue sky...so wonderful. I said to myself how wonderful life is and it's because of you God...you made all things around me look awesome and wonderful!!:)

It's good if we can give thanks all the time...for being alive and can enjoy everything in this world!!

I was so sad when i find out something today :( why it should happened to both of 'em ?

Lord...take care both of 'em pls...forgive their sins...they dont know what they're doing....forgive them.....:(

Life Is beautiful and thank you God for making it more preety in my eyes :)

My soul sings because of your greatness....for all the time YOU'RE Goood!!!!!

Luvs YOU more and more each day....

2002-09-19T23:34:00.000-07:00

Im so blessed when i read these...I found this when i opened my blogger :)

Thanx for Sarah...i like your weblog :) hope can know ya.....

When I say..."I am a Christian"
'I'm not shouting "I am saved"
I'm whispering "I was lost"
That is why I chose this way.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I don't speak of this with pride.
I'm confessing that I stumble
and need someone to be my guide
.
When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not trying to be strong.
I'm professing that I'm weak
and pray for strength to carry on.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not bragging of success.
I'm admitting I have failed
and cannot ever pay the debt.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I'm not claiming to be perfect,
My flaws are too visible
but, God believes I'm worth it.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I still feel the sting of pain
I have my share of heartaches
which is why I speak His name.

When I say..."I am a Christian"
I do not wish to judge.
I have no authority.
I only know I'm loved

Hope these poem can be a blessing for everybody :)

Thank You for giving a brand new day Lord....You're good all the time!! (",)

2002-09-18T02:24:00.000-07:00

This migrain makes me sick!! it been 2 days and it hurts me so much :(( cant sleep and do nothing *sighs*. I guess i have to go to the doctor and im kinda scared!!

Sometimes we like to make things bigger and it arouses a lot of worries. Just like me now, everyday i get up my thesis always comes in my mind fiuh...im tired and more over i got headache of that.

I need to relax for a while hehe it's stressing me much eh....

Out of Idea....

2002-09-16T07:07:00.000-07:00

I went to the library today and geesh I have to read alot!! I try to find the novel that i need but all of it were out hix hix :(

I cant imagine if i already write my thesis fiuh it will be stressing much and much and much *lol*...it kinda drives me crazy eh but sometimes you have to get through it :)

I got a good quotation from my ESS class today and it helps me abit....."WITH STRUGGLE, IT WILL PROGGRESS."

I realize that you have to stuggle first to produce something coz without struggling you get nothing!!

My fav quote " I can do anything though Christ which strengteneth me." amen :)

Thank you Lord coz I learnt something today and it makes me more wise in my life!!

Luv YOU ^^

2002-09-15T07:54:00.000-07:00

Fiuh...Im tired to write once again blah my server was timed out :x hate that!!

sleepy...and good nite for all...sweet dreams and GBU n JLU^^

Thank You Lord Jesus for this awesome sunday and i can eat with my wonderful sistah!!

Happy B'day Lingg....luv ya sis!!:) you look so preety today with your skirt and your hair :) thx for today hehhe!!

Miss talking with ya...^^

2002-09-13T07:46:00.000-07:00

Life goes on....

sometimes it goes so fast and wont wait. I realized that i have to use my time wisely otherwise it will leave me behind.

I realized that i have to catch some things infront of me like my final thesis and I have to graduate soon. It stressing sometimes but it's my life so i have to face it no matter how. Hope can finish this thesis and I can graduate this year or next year - amen - :)

The Bible said " Use your time wisely because todays is evil !!". Hmm I think its absolutely right, in this world there are lot of bad things but also good things :). Maybe it back to the person itself wheter they wana choose the good or bad side of this world.

I thank my God for what i have now. He gives me blessings through everything...I cant say one by one but i do realize what im now is because of GOD! some ppl dont realize that...~~ I can breathe and live up to now geesh its blessings and graces :)

I hope day by day im more wiser in my life. I can organize my whole life properly and I give all my future to YOU GOD~!! :)

%% Niters....*huamz* sleepy God Bless Everyone :))

2002-09-12T05:57:00.000-07:00

ArgHHH...!!!

The truth is to be kind to someone isnt so easy!! Today, just dont understand why some ppl around me easy to mad at simple thing..huh i dont know what was my fault ??

I try to be patient and frankly it's hard because of my ego....nobody would stand i guess!! Blah...God why so hard to be kind to someone around me...why they are like that ???

I want to scream aloud (AAAAAAAAAcKKKsssssss).....*sighs*.....

Thanks God...I can bare this *smile* dont care with 'em all...wana mad just go on.....

Fiuh...my connection was really messed-up today!!! Gosh...cant even dl a single songs :`(

Better buy the album than waiting this silly mp3!!!! ***

ciaoz....em hungry now....happy diner for me :))

Thank You Jesus for guding me these day....wana end up my day with thanksgiving *muwah*...luv ya so much :))

2002-09-11T01:47:00.000-07:00

:: Abba Father ::

He is a loving person,comforter, and an opened arm Father. He always there to help you and He is a good listener. His calm character makes you secure. He is God of the Father.

Father of love he is. Lord of all, the creator of all things under the heaven n the earth.

He is good all the time and His sweet presence will guide you to know Him more and more. He is gentle and full of charity.

When you call HIM..."Father" then He will come and meet you personaly. He will cure your broken hearted n broken lives. He loves you more then anyone in this world.

Before the world begins, you are on His mind
Because of His great love
And everything was done so you would come....

- Hillsongs -

2002-09-10T01:03:00.000-07:00

Thank God for another brand new day :)

Thank God for the air that I breathe and thanks for giving me blessing and graces :)

Fiuh so hot today!!! I cant stand of it :I wana swim n feel the cold of the water....
Just got back from the court with some friends and we had lunch together hmm yumm yum!! Mom...dad missed ya around....sory dont call u both sometimes :( how i miss u both n our home.....

Hows everythin there ? Hope doing good n the bless of the Lord more n more into your life mom dad :). pray for me that i can graduate next year with good mark and get a good job here :).Miss you both, miss Ronald, Rida n christine :((

All of you always in my prayer and i thank my God everytime I remember all of you :)

((hugs))

kisses

2002-09-08T21:53:00.000-07:00

I hate Mondayz!! when u have to start everything in the morning...this 7 o'clock class make me sick....sleepy *ZZZzzZZZ*!!!

When someone ask me wheter i like to be alone or not, maybe i'll answer sometimes. I like my quiet time. I like to hear the music in my room just the sound of it. But i hate lonesome!! when nobody around u...when u have to do anything alone....and when no one by urside in ur happy and sad time....

I do need someone by myside....I do need a special person who loves me with all his heart. But I guess im afraid to begin a new relationship...i dont know maybe i still love you and i miss you with all my heart. Do u miss me like i miss u ? Do u love me like i love you ?

I'll keep our memories here deep down in my mind...I'll never forget you coz you're my happiness..you're the best person i ever have!!

Remember me....
How I wish to be next to you again.....

I miss you so much......
I miss your voice
I miss everythin in you
I miss your presence around me....

:: For someone far away in distance....me still love u and i cant denide that!! ::

2002-09-08T06:26:00.000-07:00

~~ wont u say something.....
pls say something....

Mi manchi tanto....so much!!

2002-09-07T23:39:00.000-07:00

"....woho it's sunday!" :)

my hp was ringing and it wakes me up....ZZZzzzzZzz still sleepy but thanks Koh...you woke me up!~!
Prayed n take a bath hmm what a nice sleep i had last night :)
I have an awesome day at the church btw n all ppl so enthusiastic singing n worship Lord and i bring new girl today and thanks God im so happy of that.

Fiuh...hotttt day....!!!!

Yiha....i heard "stranded" and love that so much....."it's comin over me...it's comin over you..."

++++$$$$++++

2002-09-05T22:45:00.000-07:00

.:: To Where You Are ::.

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memories so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be ?
That you're mine
Forever love
And you're watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isnt faith believing
All power cant be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cheerish all you gave me everyday
Cause you're mine
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And i believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see u smile
If only for a while
To know you are there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are...

:: Josh Gorbon ::

2002-09-05T21:23:00.000-07:00

:: Grateful Heart ::

Mornin my dear Jesus,Abba Father n Holy Spirit :). Thank You for giving me a chance to live more longer and it makes me realize of your abudant love through my life. God, sometimes it's hard for me to understand all your thought and plans in my life. Most of i stumbled down n i wana give up. But then I realize i have to move on because You said me is more than a conqueror and I believe that.
God teaches me to wait upon You all the time. God turns me into a loyal servant. God most of my life i know i need u most and I denide that. You're my strength, You're my comforter, You're my precious Friend and savior. How lucky im to have You God for i know some ppl still searching for You.
You put a melody in my heart. You teach me how to stand in my feet. You teach me everything...and I said You're my awesome God. Teach me to love You til the end of my life Lord....teach me....

:: For my soul will rejoice in YOU my God and how im grateful for Your awesome Works In me ::

2002-09-05T01:31:00.000-07:00

:: A FRIEND ::

Someone said you're just like a star sparkling in the sky
But I guess it's right
I found one of it and it's precious

You give me a shoulder to cry on
You give me comfort when im blue
You give me strength when i was down
You give me smile when i cant smile

It was You...my beloved friend
You stand there to hug me
With your open arms
I was amazed by your love

Friend....
I thank God for giving me You....
I bless You with all my heart
I keep You in my heart

Friend...
Thanks for yesterday
When i need a shoulder to cry on
You give me your shoulder and tell me that everything gonna be allright

Thank You....Friend

:: Dedicated for Yanti. The most awesome friend I ever Had ::

2002-09-01T00:32:00.000-07:00

.:: Stranded ::.
You know it only breaks my heart
To see you standing in the dark
Alone waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show

If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to sea
I wanna be with you
If you wanna be with me
Crashing like a tidal wave
I don't want to be
Stranded
Stranded
Stranded
So baby come back to me (Stranded)
So baby come back to me (Stranded)

I can only take so much
These tears are turning me to rust
I know you're waiting there for me to come back
I'm too afraid to show

If it's coming over you
Like it's coming over me
I'm crashing like a tidal wave
That drags me out to sea
I wanna be with you
If you wanna be with me
Crashing like a tidal wave
I don't wanna be
(Stranded)It's coming over you
(Stranded)It's coming over me
(Stranded)It's coming over you

I miss you
I need you
Without you
I'm stranded
I love you
So come back
I'm not afraid to show

Crashing like a tidal wave
Drags me out to sea
I wanna with you
You wanna with me
Crashing like a tidal wave
I don't wanna
Stranded
It's coming over you (Stranded)
It's coming over me (Stranded)
It's coming over you (Stranded)

So baby come back to me (Stranded)
So baby come back to me (Stranded)

Coming over you
Coming over you
Coming over me
Coming over you

So baby come back to me
So baby come back to me